The past always haunts me

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Sometimes, I want to revert to my old ways that have caused me a lot of grief, anxiety, and depression in the past.

I know I should stop but it’s hard to break bad habits.

I try so hard but it only takes a little bit to undo all of my hard work just like a tiny slip up will send an ex-junkie on a downward spiral.

I guess there’s nothing to do but to try my best to be strong and resist the urge to revert back to my old ways.

INFJ. Former tour manager. Geek. Soccer. Co-Founder of Mouth Off Network. Host of the Onward and Upward podcast. Freelance writer and digital media guy.

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