Being Alone

2 min readDec 22, 2022
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I’m really tired of being alone.

Like really, really, really, really, tired of being alone.

It’s been far too long and I am starting to question why that is.

Is it because I am scared of commitment?

Is it because I have intimacy issues?

Did my upbringing have a factor in all of this?


I wouldn’t doubt it.

But I know the one way to deal with all of this is growing a pair and actually dealing with it instead of feeling sorry for myself.

This will and has led me down a rabbit of never ending questions and exactly zero solutions.

I told myself I will change this year but I need to put the little steps in place before I can make any real changes.

I know it may sound mundane and repetitive but I really am trying because I am sick and tired of being lonely and a loser.

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INFJ. Former tour manager. Geek. Soccer. Co-Founder of Mouth Off Network. Host of the Onward and Upward podcast. Freelance writer and digital media guy.