I’m really tired of being alone.
Like really, really, really, really, tired of being alone.
It’s been far too long and I am starting to question why that is.
Is it because I am scared of commitment?
Is it because I have intimacy issues?
Did my upbringing have a factor in all of this?
I wouldn’t doubt it.
But I know the one way to deal with all of this is growing a pair and actually dealing with it instead of feeling sorry for myself.
This will and has led me down a rabbit of never ending questions and exactly zero solutions.
I told myself I will change this year but I need to put the little steps in place before I can make any real changes.
I know it may sound mundane and repetitive but I really am trying because I am sick and tired of being lonely and a loser.